just bear and hold on

lately i dont feel like to update my blog, but after i went to a talk , RELIGIONS TOLERANCE, one of the speaker asked us," what have u done to contribute to ISLAM?'" My heart stopped at once. now i realize that i had done nothing. i want to do something but i really do not know how?...so many problems i  faced, i feel very lonely, tired,and just want to give up ..i am very sad cuz my mom is suffering from breast cancer, my quiz marks not achieved my target even i study hard. i do not why all these problems came to me?? i keep blaming myself. i always said , i am not as smart as my classmates,which is most of them from dentistry,medic..huhuhu i whining . and one day, i realize, ALLAH loves me so much thats why HE gives me all those  difficulties . bear with them fatimah..u are the chosen one. u re the luckiest person. maybe now is not ur turn to be happy. INSYALLAH one day ur turn will come.

                the day will come....... believe in ALLAH






Allâh burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maulâ (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people." (Al-Baqarah 2:286)




YA ALLAH, please cure my mom. i love her so much, if possible, i want to replace  her, let all the pains she suffer gives to me....







 
      

miss u both a lot

i want to stay by urside, but i know it impossible for me to stay with u forever n ever
i must grow up..
i must go on through out my life..
i must be an independent person
i must be matured
i must think positively
i must sacrifice to achieve my dream

"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. 



Live the life you've always imagined." 
  
BE STRONG FATIMAH!!!! ALLAH IS ALWAYS BY URSIDE

my previous lovely school..

miss u so much..

live...

live needs sacrifice,
sacrifice needs fight,
fight needs courage,
courage needs confidence,
confidence determines success,

success lead us to happiness....

my memory with  my best friends

my life in uiam,pj
find me, which one?

my cutest little angel

look at her.so pretty even though she did not smile..huhuhu miss u girl.

patient n passion in learning

its very long time since i update my blog.huhu..finally sem 2 in uiam had came.just english class had already started. the truth i am not sincere enter english class. i dont know why? maybe i am the repeater. hah so shameful. why i cannot exit the stage? i keep ask this question. plus my final result 4 exams , very very bad. why could i gained something like others. first i was depressed with those result. but damai hanifa said we must husnuzonn with our creator,ALLAH S.W.T. i istigfar. hmm. i thought properly. yes. that was my fault cuz i did not study really hard like other. i did many sinful things. did not listen to my parents,sister. i can do it better actually.its just me that dont want to do it much better. now i realize. ALLAH wants me to appreciate what i have. don't despair girl. i believe in future i will get what i had leaved behind. i became really lazy since i did not get 9A'S in pmr. i just got 8A'S. i felt the greatest disappointed ever in my life. started from that point i dislike study n exam. it hurt me so much. i felt how stupid that time. really not matured . i want to change now.lets doa for me.i can do it. no matter what happens i will stand up again to fight this world. examination determine smart people. remember!!! i dont want to study  cuz of exams only. the words from my ustazah" belajar kerana ALLAH dan untuk memajukan agama islam yg tercinta. until now. see u next time