lately i dont feel like to update my blog, but after i went to a talk , RELIGIONS TOLERANCE, one of the speaker asked us," what have u done to contribute to ISLAM?'" My heart stopped at once. now i realize that i had done nothing. i want to do something but i really do not know how?...so many problems i faced, i feel very lonely, tired,and just want to give up ..i am very sad cuz my mom is suffering from breast cancer, my quiz marks not achieved my target even i study hard. i do not why all these problems came to me?? i keep blaming myself. i always said , i am not as smart as my classmates,which is most of them from dentistry,medic..huhuhu i whining . and one day, i realize, ALLAH loves me so much thats why HE gives me all those difficulties . bear with them fatimah..u are the chosen one. u re the luckiest person. maybe now is not ur turn to be happy. INSYALLAH one day ur turn will come.
the day will come....... believe in ALLAH