just bear and hold on

lately i dont feel like to update my blog, but after i went to a talk , RELIGIONS TOLERANCE, one of the speaker asked us," what have u done to contribute to ISLAM?'" My heart stopped at once. now i realize that i had done nothing. i want to do something but i really do not know how?...so many problems i  faced, i feel very lonely, tired,and just want to give up ..i am very sad cuz my mom is suffering from breast cancer, my quiz marks not achieved my target even i study hard. i do not why all these problems came to me?? i keep blaming myself. i always said , i am not as smart as my classmates,which is most of them from dentistry,medic..huhuhu i whining . and one day, i realize, ALLAH loves me so much thats why HE gives me all those  difficulties . bear with them fatimah..u are the chosen one. u re the luckiest person. maybe now is not ur turn to be happy. INSYALLAH one day ur turn will come.

                the day will come....... believe in ALLAH






Allâh burdens not a person beyond his scope. He gets reward for that (good) which he has earned, and he is punished for that (evil) which he has earned. "Our Lord! Punish us not if we forget or fall into error, our Lord! Lay not on us a burden like that which You did lay on those before us (Jews and Christians); our Lord! Put not on us a burden greater than we have strength to bear. Pardon us and grant us Forgiveness. Have mercy on us. You are our Maulâ (Patron, Suppor-ter and Protector, etc.) and give us victory over the disbelieving people." (Al-Baqarah 2:286)




YA ALLAH, please cure my mom. i love her so much, if possible, i want to replace  her, let all the pains she suffer gives to me....